On July 18th , I think I was busy asual in my life meeting the deadlines of the so called Retail project, I was having bad days as i was turning out to be sick with the environment i was working,
Suddenly , I got a call from my friend , asking to prepare my resume for one of the company, he has not given me any details about the company, what he told me that i should meet him for the next day in Ameerpet with my resume , As i was reluctant because i was not in a mood to switch over my Job.
But still on his force i went there that too with a copy of CV where any one can say that by seeing that CV that the person is not interested to switch over the job and after meeting him i felt that there was something going on behind me.
He told me that there was a company in Doha, Qatar called as Abdullah Abdulghani & Bros .Co
where in there are looking for people in oracle applications , I felt that i was wasting the time by not going to my office then after that i have been interviewed with MR.Nagarajan Who is My current Boss at the time when i was writing This blog .
He only saw the Confidence Level of me and he said that he will get back to me , I too thought
that we can see later, and i continued with my normal office work
After Three weeks when I was returning to my office after doing a hectic work in the late night and i slept in my friend's room , I got a call with the consultancy stating that i was selected for the company and i was not in a mood to enjoy that because i was very frustated with the work i am doing in satyam at that time , i said ok that i will confirm my acceptance later and i had forgotten that
After two days i got again the call from the consultancy stating whether i am coming or not,
I still said Yes even though i am not sure that i was going at the time or not
The Circumstances to my confusion is
1) I dont know abt the country,
yes upto that time i dont know where Qatar was and what is the culture of the country
2)Having Work Visa With US
As a common aspirant of US and also having the qualification for entering into US , I have set back the decison of coming to Qatar
But My friend who helped me to join here called me up and told me that he had enquired abt the company and country and said that we are not doing any mistake by coming to qatar.
Then also i am not confident of that and after that i have followed up the Process of Joining formalities slowly.
Now Here comes the tragedy,
1) How to resign from satyam,
If i am a common person with No Visa , i can easily jump and also the other point is that i
was so attached to the company
2) How to Convey the News in my Family
This is the realistic Head ache for me to convince my people.
Because the Mistake what i have done here is I Have signed on the offer letter of the company
without Informing to even my parents ,
By the time i Have Informed almost my Journey is confirmed to Doha, I got the Visa and I Got the Ticket to fly.
I am in confusion whether to Go or not.
Finally I made it in my house that i have accepted the offer letter of so and so company
Then it started on and on and went upto one week that People were really reluctant to see my face as if i have done an international crime .
Still I stood on my decision Not to stepdown to my the offer, But internally i too have a doubt whether I am doing right or wrong?
Then atlast,GOD has came in the form of MR.Venu who is a marine engineer in Dubai Port and
he told to my family people that Doha was a good place and we can save the money there.
Then somehow my family people got convinced.
Now the first problem is there
That I need to resign from satyam.
On August 25th , I have kept a mail , the matter of mail was a copy also and it is of not my own.
to My managers .
There was no response from my manager until 4 in the evening and in the evening he called me up and said that he saw the mail and asked me why i am doing ?
I told him that i need money, He asked me that whethere what i am getting in satyam is not sufficient, here i became shrewd and answered him that even if satyam gives me 100% salary increase also i will leave the company, then told me that when you have decided to leave the company whats the use in Discussion,
He said that he will accept that resignation , This really splashed me like anything then i have learnt that I need a job and satyam can attain any one like me in the market
After one day , I got a call from my reporting manager to give me the details about the company where i am moving , This really astonished me why he was asking like that, He said that he want it because he has some work, this really irritated me alot , i told him that i am recruited directly to the company, Till today i have not forecasted what was there in his mind at that time .
Then all the rest was formalities to leave satyam .
On Sep 26 th it was the last day for me in satyam.
I went to meet every one whom i know in satyam and also became senti for a while in the evening, after returning from the office.
At that time i was not thinking what is going to be happen to me in future, I still felt that a wrong thing i have done and this continued till i have stepped into doha.
Finally the day has came that is october 6th , the day for fly to doha,
Reached airport and still dont have any feelings that i am leaving india for the first time and i am leaving all my beloved people.
At the time when i was permitted to check in , that time i entered into check-in lounge and stared at my parents , my mother was crying and my father is suppressing his feelings .
Then started feelings automatically, thought of going back and kick off the doha offer and be in india,
Still i have the other end also that yes what will i do by going back, obviously my people feel happy for some time and after that what is my plan of action for future,
then i have turned my face to other end and started processing my check ,
we have started at 04:35 Am in 6th morning and landed in doha ,
Went to office and met our present boss and there was a formal welcome and we started with getting adjustment.
ConClusion:- From the above prolonged story, what i want to say is that
There will be different shades in a person and there will be expressed at different times as required.
Until starting to Doha , i was in a confused state what i am doing.
on the start , i was some what senti, and with in a while i became practical .
So, its difficult to judge a person that he will stick only one personality .
The personality of a Human being will change according situation .
So many matured beings behaves like the real unmatured people
and the unmatured people will become intellectuals in some situations.
Thanks and Regards ,
Sunil Dutt.S
Tuesday, 6 January 2009
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